May 10th, 2004

wow -- big eye opener

wow .. today ii just found out from numerous people that my ex bf still really likes me alot .. even though HE dumped me .. ii thought he was just lying to me when he said he only wanted to because he is going away and he doesnt wanna keep going out because it would be harder for us to break up if we did .. but he wasnt lying .. =\ .. and for the past couple of days ii thought he didnt like me at all .. wow this is a shock .. but ok .. ii guess ii was wrong .. and today was a good day .. it went by very fast .. but ii have alot of studyign to do .. so iim out ..